Happy holiday

Hello Saturday guys...

Happy holiday and happy Malaysia day..I am proud to be Malaysian..how about you guy? I guess you too right?hurmm..well for now..I just don't know what should I write..haha..no point by the way...boaring kan..nak mengarut ..

money tree! come to me...

today is Thursday..

so what am i gonna do?hurmm..like usual..i am doing nothing...fheeeew..so boaring..boaring and boaring again.. i would like to tell some story...i am struggling on my job seekers..somebody please let me get the new job please...i really need MONEY now!...


                                                  

plant the money tree o.k..! fuhh heaven..gambatte! hwaitting nomie! searching for a job now...pallii..:)

goodbye ammm...bank!

what up guys...huhu

a few month already since the last entry..bz maybe..tapi tu cerita lama..becoz rite now, memang tengah free sangat-sangat..why? because i am resign now...good job nomie..now you are so jobless..sob~sob..but i resign bukan saja-saja...ada reason taw..reason yang sangat berat..

berat sangat ke? memang lah..korang mana taw..pikir i keje kat bank gaji i mahal..duduk bawah aircond 24-7..huh! who say that? tak semudah yang disangka o.k..being as wealth specialist you need encouraging from your colleague..it is fine with that..i got the encouraging from them...you know right? sales position ni tak ramai yang sanggup..why? because everything is based on targeting...so..so frustrated..not only for yourself but for your branch as well...can you imagine that if you cannot achieve the target..you must be scolded with so pure bahasa yang indah...phew indah la sangat kan..<tangan di bahu..mate ke atas>

but for me..i am abit beruntung la kan..coz my area manager so damn understanding his co-worker..he always taught me, encourage me, give some advice...sometimes he is like my friend you know...even all my colleaugue as well really like him..we really hormatkan dia as our big boss..dia tersangat low profile..anyway thanx coz bwk i naik in your gorgeous car..nissan fairlady huh..ehem...sempat lagi kan..hehe..dont think to much..sume staff dia pernah naik kereta dia ok..hehehe...

but one thing that make me frustrated is my boss..i mean my bm..he is so annoying...too skema..tak taw nak cakap macam mana..sometimes dia sangat psiko..so gatal as well..huh dont mention lebih-lebih la.no joke about it o.k..i je yang taw..bayangkan la..bila kita bekerja bukan sebab kita nak sangat kerja yang kita dapat tu then,,dapat pulak la bos yang macam ni kan..memang terabur habis la attitude kerja aku...bukan apa..sometimes i need to show my power too..dia tak boleh pijak kepala sesuka hati sesedap rasa dia kan? beul tak? dont you think you are the boss then you can do whatever you wanna do..

thats why la i change my attitude 360 degree..you so annoying with me then huh? siapa suruh bossy sangat..but its ok la..benda dah lepas..but semua tu jadi pengajaran la kan..to all my friends..especially yang girls out there...kita ni berisiko bekerja di bawah bos lelaki..hati-hati dengan mereka yang suka ambik kesempatan ni..dont let them touch your precious body..get out to them!

because of my issue want to resign..so my area manager really..really terkejut..he know already the reason..thats why he want to tranfer me to another branch..but i dont want la..jauh kot..takpela..anggap je tak ada rezeki di situ kan...

i believe rezeki ada di tempat lain dan bukannya disini..

CRYING IN MY HEART..

Tika keheningan aku bagai dibuai

Dinginnya malam yang panjang

Tika kegelapan sayu unggas berdendang

Mengubat hati yang rawan

Bagaikan dinginnya malam yang suram

Begitulah diriku diibaratkan

Dalam kesamaran ku rempuhi ranjau

Biarpun payah ku teruskan

Siapa memandang tidakkan ku hirau

Biarpun pedih ku tahankan

Jamahlah bintang

Beri daku sinaran

Semoga hati ku cekal

Akan ku teruskan walau harus ditelan

Seribu nista di tangan

Terbanglah hai unggas bebas di awan

Agar kan tercapai sinar gemerlapan

Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan

Hanya padamu ku serahkan

Apakah kan ada ketulusan jiwa

Yang menilai ku seadanya

Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan

Hanya padamu ku serahkan

Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan

Ku pasrah padamu Tuhan

Tuhan……

new progressing..

location updated: in new house..lawat tapak...

pencapaian terbaru aku..boleh drive alone dengan kadar kejauhan yang tak seberapa daripada rumah..nampkanya selamat sampai...Alhamdullillah..berjaya jugak..huhu pencapaian yang membanggakan jugak lah..walaupun jauhnya tak seberapa..tapi o.k la kan..bawak kereta abang aku pun satu pencapaian jugak aku rasa..haha..my bigest fear factor..dah berjaya aku atasi sedikit demi sedikit...

hopefully progress aku semakin baik dan positif..bila dah progress banyak positif...kadar keyakinan diri pun semakin bertambah jugak..hopefully la kan..mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan oleh yang Maha Kuasa..Aminnn..semoga sentiasa selamat dan dilindungi oleh-Nya...

the rhytm..

i have gain my confident level now..haha..despite still have a piece of nervousness in me..i hope it will be gone forever by the day i starting to drive for my self..hihihi..really..really hope by the day i have to start my work..i already grab the rhythm how to be a good driver..

excited!

hello my beloved site! i'm so excited to tell so many..many story..hehehe..fuhhh~ first of all i would like to say Alhamdullillah..thanks to Allah..finally all i wanted all this while is in my hand now..yeahh..i already get my job..although a lot of people told that my position is tough..i know..yeahh..but i would like to try it first..who knows right? maybe it suite for me haha..or else..maybe it can give me some experience . it  should be that way...always think positive..

second thing is..i already got my rent house..by the way thank to my sister and  my brother in law..because help me to find the living place for me..hehehe...the another thing is..i'm driving a car again..yeahh..again..but the problem is..manual car...fuhhh~ now-days is rare people using manual car right..? but me? uhh~ i have no choice then..i have my brother car..my father car..but all of that is manual..i just hope..i can control it..really..really hope for that..

last but not least..i wish by the end of this year..i can have my own car? is it realistic or not?hehehe..hope so right..

p/s: excited mood thinking of graduation day..can't wait...miss my friend a lot and a lot ^^