the rhytm..

i have gain my confident level now..haha..despite still have a piece of nervousness in me..i hope it will be gone forever by the day i starting to drive for my self..hihihi..really..really hope by the day i have to start my work..i already grab the rhythm how to be a good driver..

excited!

hello my beloved site! i'm so excited to tell so many..many story..hehehe..fuhhh~ first of all i would like to say Alhamdullillah..thanks to Allah..finally all i wanted all this while is in my hand now..yeahh..i already get my job..although a lot of people told that my position is tough..i know..yeahh..but i would like to try it first..who knows right? maybe it suite for me haha..or else..maybe it can give me some experience . it  should be that way...always think positive..

second thing is..i already got my rent house..by the way thank to my sister and  my brother in law..because help me to find the living place for me..hehehe...the another thing is..i'm driving a car again..yeahh..again..but the problem is..manual car...fuhhh~ now-days is rare people using manual car right..? but me? uhh~ i have no choice then..i have my brother car..my father car..but all of that is manual..i just hope..i can control it..really..really hope for that..

last but not least..i wish by the end of this year..i can have my own car? is it realistic or not?hehehe..hope so right..

p/s: excited mood thinking of graduation day..can't wait...miss my friend a lot and a lot ^^

work out again!

tomorrow is going back to my kampung..and tomorrow i will take my lesson for driving again..ahahaha..such a silly girl of me! already got the license but cannot drive..great! i need to work out no matter what..fuhh~ i can do it! nervous actually..after 3 years long i never touch the stereng..wow! so impressive right?. i must do it!

Nora - Secebis Harapan

while i'm listening ti this song..it gave a lot of meaning for me.. all this while i feel lost..but i shouldn't give up right? because i knew Allah is always by my side..just me who didn't notice at all..i believe in Allah..Aku percaya segalanya sudah ditentukan oleh-Nya..i cannot lose hope..if everything is setup is yours..then it will yours..but if it didn't..then we know the answer right? just beserah to Allah..

p/s : secebis harapan utk diri sendiri..hehe

50/50

this morning i was awakened by my sister phone call..she ask me to call ambank again..well..my phone is left in my sister house..how come huh? i can be so clumsy you know..so i call back to ambank group.. so nervous actually. .haha..the he ask me about the application job..and ask some of random thing that related with my qualification..i do hope i can get this job...but one thing keep playing in my mind right now is...transport..

urghhhhh!! how?...so frustrated la..i want drive my father car..but..i never drive a car for 3 years already..of course my current sate now..i am so scared..but i have a confident ..just i need some practice . practice make perfect right?..but who will accompany me then?fuhhhhhhhh~sigh~

it burden me enough .i want this job..but if i get the job then, can i have a car and can i drive it well? so many..many questioning in my mind right now..how come huh? should i just stay quiet without doing anything? to find job nowadays is not an easy...if i could have this job this time..it really luck for me..and i will proud of me..but how..??? God please help me...

pray for sabah

what happened in Sabah currently is so unexpected..i have read the article in some blog..it is really disappointing! how could certain people make stupid statement! i meant every single thing happened in  Sabah..why must be politicize? think before talk dude! you live in Malaysia not in Palestine..we want peace not war! should be support and pray for them..not insulting them! they risked their life for the sake of our country.. don't blame each other..why can't all the party in this country be united at least once??is it possible? just for our beloved country..

                              

PLANNING Again..

hello Monday!

when i woke up this morning..o.k not really morning by the way..i started thinking..how many time that i have wasted without doing anything? day by day..week by week..and month passes so fast..i'm getting scared you know..i felt like..like..like what huh? i don't know how to explain how  do i felt right now..i'm just don't know..what kind of life that i will have in the future?..is this normal feeling to people whom unemployed like me? word 'scared' is always in me now..

i need some money...not some actually..but i need much money..money to buy a car..yess..i really..really wanted it right now..but how? i can even have job..how could i?i really..really stress..stress..please..give me some job..whatever it is..

hurmmm..i think like..i want to work at mall for temporarily..at least i can have some saving right?even though not much..the ranking salary in the highest once i think maybe around RM900..i should try from the earlier..now i regretted again..i should done it a long time before..that is always me..do it without long term thinking..then i'm the one who will regret all of it..well i deserved it..thanks to myself..uwaaaaa~

so, for the next step..this coming Thursday i will go to my sister's house again..so i think..better i use this opportunity to seeking for a job..! i hope it can give me some light of my life..uwuuuuuuuu~hope so..hehehe..
planning is always planning..make sure u do it nomie! dont just say it!