when i woke up this morning..o.k not really morning by the way..i started thinking..how many time that i have wasted without doing anything? day by day..week by week..and month passes so fast..i'm getting scared you know..i felt like..like..like what huh? i don't know how to explain how do i felt right now..i'm just don't know..what kind of life that i will have in the future?..is this normal feeling to people whom unemployed like me? word 'scared' is always in me now..
i need some money...not some actually..but i need much money..money to buy a car..yess..i really..really wanted it right now..but how? i can even have job..how could i?i really..really stress..stress..please..give me some job..whatever it is..
hurmmm..i think like..i want to work at mall for temporarily..at least i can have some saving right?even though not much..the ranking salary in the highest once i think maybe around RM900..i should try from the earlier..now i regretted again..i should done it a long time before..that is always me..do it without long term thinking..then i'm the one who will regret all of it..well i deserved it..thanks to myself..uwaaaaa~
so, for the next step..this coming Thursday i will go to my sister's house again..so i think..better i use this opportunity to seeking for a job..! i hope it can give me some light of my life..uwuuuuuuuu~hope so..hehehe..
planning is always planning..make sure u do it nomie! dont just say it!
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