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this morning i was awakened by my sister phone call..she ask me to call ambank again..well..my phone is left in my sister house..how come huh? i can be so clumsy you know..so i call back to ambank group.. so nervous actually. .haha..the he ask me about the application job..and ask some of random thing that related with my qualification..i do hope i can get this job...but one thing keep playing in my mind right now is...transport..

urghhhhh!! how?...so frustrated la..i want drive my father car..but..i never drive a car for 3 years already..of course my current sate now..i am so scared..but i have a confident ..just i need some practice . practice make perfect right?..but who will accompany me then?fuhhhhhhhh~sigh~

it burden me enough .i want this job..but if i get the job then, can i have a car and can i drive it well? so many..many questioning in my mind right now..how come huh? should i just stay quiet without doing anything? to find job nowadays is not an easy...if i could have this job this time..it really luck for me..and i will proud of me..but how..??? God please help me...