as usual..lazy Sunday.. bored Sunday..and mayday-mayday
..hahaha..well..my current location updated in my hometown..yess..i'm backkkkk! after a feww week spent my time without doing nothing in my sister's house..hurmm..jobless..jobless...that is me..how come? when i can have a proper job? speaking about the job..actually i have been offer to work in insuran company at k.L..what? K.l? uhuuuu..if i could, i want to avoid working in k.l..maybe lot of people said that k.l is one of the huge opportunity to get a job..yes that's right..i admit it..but i need to think so many..many thing..in term of living place, transportation, and so on..if basic salary is under than RM 2000..can i have a saving? 
even if i get more than that..i think is quite hard for me..i know myself well...i know i can't afford with the low salary while live in that big city..i know..i have once live in there..as student..with the allowance that i get from my study loan plus from my parents..still not enough.. ..but when i have an offer RM 1500 and living in my hometown..i think is more than enough right?..but...it is hard to get job in here as well..waiting..and waiting..i felt guilty actually to my bff
..she offer me that job but then i refuse and rejected the offer..but i don't want to make wrong decision..it's tough for starting work in there..wrong decision? did i make correct decision now? hurmm..i don't know either..whatever it is i hope my bff not angry with me..in that time..i have done with a few interview..from bank..looks like i have a little hope for working in bank..but still..i am not put high expectation to get this job..coz i know its not an easy right..but i just hope i get the job..but ..and but again huh? yess.. felt a liltle bit confusing..lets say i get this job..then how i want to go to work while i am not drive a car..i do have a licens..but..again..but i'm not used drive car..it must awkward .and hard for me..how come huh? duhh..my dad's car is manual then..ohooo..why not auto??? should i rent for a car..the auto once? duhh..really burden my brain to think all that stuff..
i think i don't have a choice..i need to work out in driving..i have to and i should do it..but again..who will accompany me..and teach me?my bro? oh definitely not o.k...i more prefer other people than my own bro..i know them well..urghhhh~useless..hurmmm...what should i do now? with no money..no car..i have nothing..nothing...sob~sob~sob
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